Ok what a day! Haha i spent it with my cute nieces and my relatives and missing my babe!! Well umm I was going to go to Marcs house but I couldnt.. Well im suppose to be signing the fucking form so we can reserve seats to go over Missourri. Anyways i just changed my aim prefs today cus I was FUCKING BORED. Well im screaming for help.. Gosh man next week is finals and im not even done with my Fucking words for mr norman. Well heres my schedule:

Monday: No School

Tuesday: School (regular schedule)

Wednesday: Finals for Period 1 & 4 (Half Day)

Thursday: Finals for Period 2 & 5 (Half Day)

Friday: Finals for Period 3 & 6 (Half Day)

     Well there my schedule starting tomorrow. Well i hope i do good and i pass my class for first semester.. Well im kinda tired. Im finally out of my sickness mode for the first night hopefully it continues.. Well ima cut soo lateRs!

Hey.. Well i eno im just here writing on my blog because i thought that it would help me out a little bit.. And no this is not about Marc. I mean im happy with Marc. OK wait it probably does have something to do with him. I mean lately ive been thinking that isnt it sad to think that you've actually found out what and where you want to head in the future and your very best friend is not there to cheer you on. Well here I have this girl best friend.. Well see Abby had been my best friend since 5th grade. Weve known each other through thick and thin. Ive shared my most intimate secrets with her and she also told me about hers. But lately we havent really conversate the way we use to. I eno i feel like were loosing touch and our friendship is fading away. I mean everytime i talk to her its always like question and that akward feeling is always there. Plus now i have to drag it out of her system to tell me her secrets. I feel like going out with Marc has something to do with it cus they use to talk but i know its also because we go to two different school and hang out with different crowds. I feel like we cant relate anymore. Somehow i feel so torn from it because i use to look forward and think that shes always going to be there. I mean yeah i have other friends but Abby knows all my deep dark secrets, my heart and soul. Its feel soo lonely to know that youre moving on without her by your side when shes been the one to comfort you everytime you get your heart broken and when something goes wrong in your life. I mean I know that I want to be with Marc but its soo hard to think that my best friend since what i was 9 wont be there to help me out. I wish i could turn back time and fix whatever needs to be sooo things could be the same.. But sadly to say I cant turn back and fix things. I wish somehow she can realize that I miss her soo much and i want my best friend.. And there is nothing more that i want more than getting our old friendship back to the way it was when we were in 6th grade..